In the beginning

testing, testing . . . mostly my patience . . . 

Lets see if this will work . . . 

I'm 46.    I have raised my kids  . . . been divorced (twice) . . . sold my house . . . got rid of everyone elses stuff, and started living the life I have wanted to for a while now.  Oh the joy of a stress free life . . .  the bliss!  The happiness!! 

I have a cute little apartment, a great roommate, (Male) and I just probably did the stupidest thing of my life.

I decided to start dating again . . .  In my defense . . . I accidently fell in love . . . it truly was by accident . . . He was cute, we spent a lot of time together, he was fun to do things with, he was dynamite in bed . . .  (Sigh~  Did I mention that I didn't mean to fall in love?  But how could I not.)  We shared a lot of happy times . . .  And it just kind of happened . . . . 

He was newly single, which was a big mistake for me to even start ~ ANYTHING with him, but ooops, I never claimed to be the brightest blub in the chandelier.  

This cutie, needed to be able to date and run around, because he had been in a 17 year relationship (With a real Wack-a-doo, she played with Barbie's (No, she wasn't a child, she was 54 years old, and when I was helping him clean up his house after she left, she had a little Barbie toilet with chocolate chips in it, so it looked like little turds!!  She darlings, she truly was a Wack-a-do).  And here my little REDheaded heart, was going pitter patter . . .    Not the smartest REDhead on the planet.

So . . . it comes to last November 2012, and I had a REDheaded fit . . . and broke things off .  ..   Totally my choice, he totally deserved it.  But no one reminded my heart that I needed to be done with this "crazy love thing" . . . So I have been NOT dating, since then . . . it's that stupid heart thing, that got me in to trouble in the first place.  And I know better.  But his cuteness snuck up on me.

Oh and I forgot to mention that I see him on work related things about twice a month, and every time I do, my little heart starts its stupid "Wanting" of him, and my panties want to fall off . . . I want to knock him down on just about any flat surface I can find.  Ooops, not a great thing to want to do at work. 

Bad plan on my heart . . . so I saw him earlier this week . . . and then had a moment and figured I would distract myself with other men . . .  (Should be easy enough) So I signed up for a dating website, yesterday morning at 6 AM.  by last night at 8 PM I had 189 messages . . .   Holy Crap!  What am I the only single woman in town?????  As of right now on the second day at this dating site, at 337 PM I have 89 new messages.    (I do see the numbers are just 100 numbers off . . .  But those are accurate numbers)

So far . . . I have chatted with a couple of men . . . there are some that I think have potential to be nice guys . . .

And a few minutes ago, I looked and a guy said that he was looking at my picture, and "was naked and hard" . . . (Well, that might have been an over share.)
Delete
Delete
Delete. . . . .

(Oh by the way, I gave my mom this website name~  "Hi mom!!! 
Really I am a good girl!  Just so you know. 
Well, most of the time . . .  . 
Ok well,
how about, I try really hard to be a good girl!   Sometimes.")

And just incase you are worried, I don't have any crazy sexy pictures up, just normal pictures . . .  but like Jessica Rabbit, "I'm not bad, I'm just drawn that way."    I'm curvy, I have red hair and green eyes, and my momma thinks I'm pretty.

And aparently a lot of men in town think I'm pretty too.

Well, I have a ton of Emails to go through right now.  So I'm going to sign off here, and go deal with my newest "self inflicted" crapfest!  

I hope you enjoy my new blog . . . I will be posting about this new adventure in dating . . .   All because two people fell in love,   (oh yeah, I left that part out . . .  he loves me too . . .)